Where Oh Where Has My Sanity Gone?

Where oh where can it beeeeeeee????

I’m better today. Worlds better. I am not sure why as nothing has really changed. I did finally get a call in to the psychodoc and get a prescription for Celexa. Going to pick it up soon. I will be a less crazy panicky anxious version of myself in the very near future.

I can not believe how tough these last two weeks have been.  3 panic attacks a day.  At least.  Out. of. control. people. seriously.

Tomorrow I go back in to see my therapist.  I am so grateful that she was able to see me.  She’s fabulous too.

I made our first reservation on our cross country trip today.  We are going to be staying at Mandalay Bay in Vegas for our first two nights on the road.  I can’t wait to blog from the road trip.  I hope I’ll be able to upload pictures!  Making that reservation definitely picked up my spirits.  I have been so focused on the cost of our move and, you know, dying suddenly that I forgot that part of this is going to be fun!  FUN!  I need to keep that in mind more and try to just do what I can about the finances.  Hopefully the money will be there like it’s supposed to.

I’m, in a very weird way, glad that this finally happened to me.  I mean, I have been having panic attacks about being allergic to something for so long.  It happened.  I’m ok.  And hell, even if I am not, I always have my friend, the EPIPEN!

Goodnight, folks.  Thank you all for your support and kind words.  You give me strength just when I think there isn’t any left.  I know that I am not alone (and neither are you, my pretties).  Hugs to you all!

8 Responses to “Where Oh Where Has My Sanity Gone?”

1. On October 17th, 2006 at 12:18 pm
   Javajabber Says:
   

   I hate panic attacks. In my family, they are hereditary. My mother, myself, and my sisters have them. I’ve had them the worst of all.

   I stopped having them about 2 years ago. Well, not really. I had them, but they were hardly noticeable to anyone but myself. And certainly not like they were, daily … sometimes 5 times a day.

   However, now that I’ve committed myself to going to visit my mother a week from today, I’ve been having them again.

   This time, I decided not to “tough it out.” I called and got a prescription from the doc. For just enough Xanax for a week. After that, I know I won’t need them. Hell, I may not even take a single one … but just knowing I have them will be ok.

   I don’t know what’s worse, having the attacks or worrying about when the next one is coming. It’s a vicious circle.

   Have a great time in Vegas. Relax. Win some money. Deep breathe. Take your Celexa (I’ve got to check that out myself … maybe it’s better than short term fixes).

   …peace

2. On October 17th, 2006 at 5:56 pm
   Celise Says:
   

   I’ve been wondering about you. Good see your back on line. The Mandalay Bay is a good place to stay. Very cool hotel. Looking forward to your road trip blogs.

3. On October 17th, 2006 at 11:14 pm
   Bec Says:
   

   Good luck on your trip - have fun and for God’s sake stay away from the nut bar!

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   This trip could be just what the doctor ordered

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